| Opposition SUCKS! |
[27 Feb 2006|11:11pm] |
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please,don't get me wrong there. I'm not here to hail Gloria and her strategic control of the bloating crisis. (though, i must commend her for her swift and smart "moves") In fact, i do find some of her actions quite "undemocratic".
I am here though to somewhat voice out my complaints about the opposition. i see nothing wrong really with them doubting the president's credibility but i do see that their actions are too hasty and unintelligable. they think that the solution for every political problem is by stopping traffic and holding mass in the middle of the street. unfornately, the "power of EDSA" does not work all the time as we have seen for the past days. I do think there is more to it than just this Hope that they hold in their rosaries and prayers. they must learn to listen, think and organize themselves. Their "lapse of judgement" makes them look stupid on national TV. We see this in the riot they brough to EDSA last week and their attemp to bring EDSA 4 to the fort :O without fully considering what really happened in the Marines.
sigh
sayang eh... nawawala ikanga ang diwa ng EDSA at pati na rin ang diwa ng Oposisyon.
So, what must they do? i do think that they should organize first and talk amongst themselves unto what they really are fighting for. Are they fighting for truth? fighting for Erap? fighting for personal gain? fighting for change? what change? economic? spiritual?
at marami pang tanong...
yun... basta sana, matuto silang mag isip at makinig at magnilay-nilay sa sarili at kasama ng iba. at maayos kung ano ba talaga ang gusto nila. they just can't say that they don't want Gloria up there, it just shows how they lack discernment of the problem.
kaya ang moral of the story mga bata: gamitin ang tenga at ang utak...hahaha! wag mashadong EMO! :P hahahha wahhhhh
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| mga birus, pakshet kayong lahat!!!!!! |
[22 Feb 2006|03:41pm] |
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yes,my luck finally ran out and my flashdisk that has been "frequenting" the computers of CTC have been infected with the virus.and what does this virus do??!? hmmm any word file that would pass through my flashdisk would be corrupted and ayan...wala na.sira na ang ilang minuto/oras mong ginugol sa mga homework na ... (other issues)
anyway,
shet 46 minutes before LFC's miting de avance...shet marami kayang pupunta? may masasabi ba ko? may tatabla ba sa akin? bahala na.. i need to use the time left for preparation and calming myself... hehehe good luck sa lahat na magsasalita! :P
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| work work work |
[21 Feb 2006|02:18pm] |
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hay naku! hassel nananaman ang mga gurong nagbubuga ng mga projects at kung ano ano pa mang kaewanan sa buhay na kailangan tapus. At sa huli,maagnas rin sa limot...hahaha! sorry ah, medyo kakatapus lang kasi ng philo ko kya trip trip ko ring mag tagalog ngayon(ay mali! Filipino pala ang tamang termino) anyway, kakatapus lang nga ng philo presentation at ayus naman...ata? ehhehe! hindi naman nagalit si maam de joya, wala namang look of disappointment. haahha! basta ang masaya tapus na!
hay naku... pero meron pa ring iba...ayoko na sabihin ang karumaldumal na detalyal sa mga yon...siguro naman alam nyo na rin yung feeling na wala ka nang ibang iniisip kundi ang mga kaewanan na yun...
sigh
tuesday nga pala ngayon at mamaya syempre mag drewdrews! :P (maraming salamat pala sa LFC na nagturo sa aking uminom miski may pasok at may test kinabukasan! ) Joke lang...baka naman isipin nyo na puro inom ang LFC medyo mali kako...este, mali kayo.. sa totoo lang pag-ibig ang siyang umiiral tuwing LFC ang pinag-uusapan.. The L in LFC kasi is LOVE. Ayan, lasing na ata ako..hehehe!
wala lang.
Eto muna sa ngayon..maraming salamat sa pagtangkilik miski bangag ako sa pag-iisip sa ga-payatas na basurang malapit nang bumaksak..
save me po.
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| wahh! random! wahh! |
[02 Feb 2006|11:22pm] |
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hahaha! welcome back sa akin!
kumain kami kanina nila Bonj at Jay sa Grill Queen. Buti na lang.hehe.nagsasawa na kasi ako sa Mang Jimmi's (Jimmy's?).Tsaka, mas mura rin.
Dumaan ako sa may Sikatuna kanina tapus nainggit ako sa mga taong nakatira dun. Ang lapit kasi nila sa katipunan.Pwede kasi sila maglakad pauwi...yun tipong puwede kong gawin araw-araw. hehe!
Uminom nanaman ako kanina kasama ni Bonj at Jay. Isang San Mig lang naman. Hahaha! Eto na ba ang simula ng maraming drinking session? Ewan ko... siguro. nakakatakot pero masaya :) Bat nga ba ako natatakot? Basta inuman kasama ng mga kaibigan,astig! hahaha!
paalam muna. :)
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! |
[04 Jan 2005|11:26am] |
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After almost 6 months of silence, ive finally uprooted the courage in me to write again. For a time, i felt ashamed of my entries. im not really sure why . . . it could be because i felt that i was writing about the same things. or probably because i felt insecure about how i write . or i probably just didnt feel like writing during the 6 months that few pass. im not sure, but i dont think ill be consuming time for that thought anymore. im just feel this optimism about this New Year for me and my Journal.
Maligayang Bagong Taon sa Lahat! :P
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| suportahan ta ka? |
[30 Jul 2004|03:10pm] |
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before i left for school yesterday,i blurted out to my dad that i would be taking this workshop for students who wanted to shift.and my dad wasnt really happy with the idea.he had this 'shocked' expression that I found both disapointing and irritating.i was expecting that he would think about it, but it was me who actually did most of the thinking...
i had this long conversation with my parents last night and theyve convinced me to stay in my course.they told me that my shifting would be (mainly) : (1), a waste of the time, because ive been in this course for a year and (2), a waste of a great opportunity. But, these reasons didnt really convince me... for i was more worried about my career path after college:i didnt want to be trapped in an office job.i didnt want to make money all day.i wanted to do something which i find more liberating such as music, or art or the movies....
for this,they then told me that i could still pursue these passions even if i graduated in this course,that i could link this college "training" (as they decribe it) to anything that i'd do after college.so,i reconsidered it because:
(1) they are more experience people
(2) they have better reasons
(3) this i-want-to-change-my-course idea might just be a phase ----> they told me that priorities change in time
(4) and i guess i can say that i could trust them
so there, in conclusion,i'd still be sticking to my original plan:using ME to catapult me to my real passions.but now i think it has been stengthened,just hope it works! :P
x
i feel happy. i see that this event is God's way of strenthening me.God really works in mysterious ways.
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| arg...thoughts about my cruel world (again..) |
[28 Jul 2004|10:39am] |
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i received my math long test resuls yesterday. and as expected, i failed. i saw a bloody 40/100 on the uper right hand corner of my paper, with a couple of 0's inside to confirm that there was indeed a massacre that took place in that long test.i knew that this was coming, but seeing them with my own eyes was a different and painful story.
i must say that this event somehow pushed me to think again, but this time my thoughts were backed up by actions.i now know that after that math long test and the dreadful accounting long test last week,there is a very high chance that i would be out of this course before the term ends.because of this, i spent the extra time i had yesterday in visiting the library and doing homeworks for school.i also planned my week., which i would most likely follow.
but if you think that i'm doing this to finally settle down fix my ME life, you may be wrong, since i'm already thinking about shifting.i just want a 'graceful exit', as they say.i figured out that the career that i really want isnt in the corporate world, and dying for a passing grade in this course could just be a waste of time.i just took this course for assurance and the expectations from the people around me; this is not something i really love.
maybe i'm saying all of these just because of 40 i got in math and the failig grade i would most likely receive from the accounting test; maybe i'm saying these things because of the failures that stabbed my heart. well, im not really sure yet. i still don't have a final decision. i'll probably give it a couple of long tests more, or i'll wait for a sign.(as they say)i just hope it comes before my options turn into an inescapable hell.
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[26 Jul 2004|12:53pm] |
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ive been forgetting a lot of things lately.resposibilities, promises, and dreams... (how sad). i cant believe that im actually in this situation that i didnt think i would even go through. all of these due to clashes in my priorities. school work, my dreams, my hobbies-they all wage war everytime i think about what to do next with my time and i end up with nothing.i end up losing everything.
i sought for reasons why this is happening to me. and after days of thinking, i realized that i lost my goal. i promised myself that i would balance my time and i would try to juggle all of these elements that i consider essential. but it seems that ive had my eyes closed, and i let things pass by, including this promise, this goal that i made for myself. After the hell week, now could be the perfect time to set things right and hopefully, i would be able to reach the equilibrium i needed.
i just hope that this goal is not an impossibility.
i fear that i'm sleeping again.
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| hell week aftermath |
[23 Jul 2004|11:53am] |
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hell week was really horrible...
no decent sleep, rushed projects, cold people, money shortages, the terrorist beheading a man video clip, lost the long tests and the worst test experience i had in my life, the life-draining accounting long test.
its all quite over but i still feel blood gushing out of these wounds they made.
i hope they heal.
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| hell |
[14 Jul 2004|04:08pm] |
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wow.things have really been rough for the pass days.i can't even update this journal.and its sad that this hell will extend up to next week!i need a break. :(
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| back in the web |
[05 Jul 2004|12:33pm] |
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at last,an entry after a long time of silence....well,i found it hard to write about anything for the past few days...i just felt a need for detachment from the web world...anyway...
(spoilers in the paragraph)
i was able to watch spiderman2 at eastwood last saturday,and i love it.for the first time, there was actually a superhero i like.he was so different from the "i-have-everything" Batman, and the "i'm-the-most-powerful" superman, for a more vunerable realistic human side was presented.the movie had a good build-up of problems which was ended well, with a well-deserved victorious ending for the hero and also giving way to another spiderman movie!yey!i can't wait.indeed,the movie caught me in its sticky webs,and had just earned the Best-Superhero-Movie-Ive-Watched Award.hooray!
i saw one dubious scene though....it was when Spiderman was in battle with Doc Oct on top of the train....At one part, spiderman ducked due to a pole than was passing through,but the movie didnt do anything,even if,technically, the pole should have hit him from behind.i'm not sure though,better check it when you watch the movie again...it was still a great movie though.
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| hairy problem |
[25 Jun 2004|12:15pm] |
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(excuse me for my vanity)
these days my hair has really been a bother to me.the straightening stuff has lost its effects and i can't control it anymore. it sprouts at every direction.for three times this past week, people have told me that i look as if i just got out of bed.i feel insulted when they say that, but when i look myself at the mirror,i could hear my reflection say the same.and i feel the urge of shaving it all away.
i never had this problem with my hair before.when i was a kid, i had soft straight shiny hair,which was formed in a neat catsupoy.i remember my tita joking that i looked like Jose Rizal because of my hair.But when i stepped into Grade 4, my hair started to wave.but this didnt hurt.i actually found it cool. But as another year passed by, those calm waves turned into giant tsunamis of chaos and pandemonium.my hair also started to stiff.can you imagine?and from then on,my hair has been looking like trash on my head.(i think i exagerated a bit,but you know what i mean.)
anyway,i think i'll consider what my mom said about my hair.i might get it shaved to a semi-kal.she said she liked that hair cut on me.(i had that 3 years ago)hope it suites me.ehheheh.watdyatink?
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| to cheat or not to cheat |
[23 Jun 2004|01:09pm] |
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for more than thirty long minutes, i was harrassed by one of my "friends",begging me to help him 'cheat'.since we have the same teachers in math and accounting and because my class is earlier than his, he was asking me to give him the questions of the quizzes that would come before his class.he said that HE WAS SURE that the questions would certainly differ.but what if it didn't. it would certainly be unfair to anyone who works hard for a good grade...but even if it still differed,the teacher could have just added a constant or could have just changed the variables.it's just the same...still unfair
we had arguements revolving around this and in the end,i still refused.i said that i would try to help him in other ways, which are more considerate, more helpful without detroying anyone's principles (naks!parang hindi ako ah!hahahah!)pero anyway,that's how i ended it.
at least i have something i did today that i could be proud about...
ps:also,now i have something to write in my journal!hehheeh
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| in denial |
[22 Jun 2004|05:50pm] |
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im sooo tired.after being imprisoned for 1 and 1/2 hours in calculus, consuming almost all my energy in PE and hearing tons of requirements for Theology class,i felt so harrassed.i felt really empty inside.i hate this feeling.school is now really starting to build up again.something so inevitable,yet something that i refuse to believe.oh no...
ps...the only consulation that i got today was a cool breeze when i was traveling home.it was so rejuvinating.it wept right through me,taking with it some of my tension.thank you God.
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[21 Jun 2004|09:51am] |
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fete..i was suppose to write about my wet fete experience but i've lost interest.i'm in school right now and there are other things bothering my mind.i dont know, i just feel no energy in me today.hope this leaves me.i can't bring this all day...
sori malabo nanaman ako.
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| Fete 04 |
[19 Jun 2004|09:26am] |
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I'll be going to Eastwood tonight to catch this year's Fete!and what's extraordinary about it is that i will be there until 3:00am n the morning to watch Barbie's Cradle perform!i can't wait!i guess the biggest dilemma now is finding parking space.surely,mobs of people will be there.i got to be there early,i'll probably leave home at about 4pm.anyway,hope you guys could go too.:P
bytheway,what does "fete" mean?
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| Pirates |
[17 Jun 2004|04:15am] |
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The local DVD pirates now have Alias Season 3 and i can't wait till i get a copy!It cost P480 pesos ,not bad for a 24 episode season.hopefully by the end of the week i would be able to get hold of a copy....i'm not so sure about the quality though.but,what the heck...i think they accept returns if im not so satistied.
i just realized that an avid supporter of piracy in our country. i buy at least 1 pirated DVD per week, not to mention other anime cds i borrow from friends.i dont think ill be able to stop buying them.i really like watching movies and the original copies are way far from my budget...evil me
anyway.how sad...i feel kind of guilty.
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| A Different School Opening |
[16 Jun 2004|12:04pm] |
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i must say that School is stragely going smoothly with lots of classes that i would potentially love.sci 10 looks easy with a very high school-type kind of teacher,acc 20 is interesting(after reading one chapter of our P1350 book-very expensive though),eng 12 looks fun with a perky young lady teaching us,ma 22 MIGHT be easier judging by how our prof teaches class more smoothly than our past teahers,who would instantly give killer problems after teaching a concept and PE would relieve me from stress.(it's volleyball,ive always loved it)i only have one class left hanging,Theo121.hopefully the hike to Bellarmine's third floor is worth it.
there,hopefully this optimism in me stays until the end of the sem!hope your having the same spirit!:D
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| bed monologue |
[14 Jun 2004|11:44am] |
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(sorry,just want to cry out)
i wasn't able to sleep well last night.i went to bed at about 9:30pm and i fell asleep a few minutes after midnight.the thought of going back the school the next day haunted me and i found myself in a monologue of who i see myself and what will i be doing after college...
i have this fear of being imprisoned in an office table and this will most likely be my everyday life with the course that i'm in.i fear of losing my dreams as an artist and surrendering my life of running around a futile race for money...
i want to paint.i want to draw comics.i want to continue singing.i want to write songs.i want to tell stories.But i'm trapped in a pit that i jumped into.now i feel like a baby who dropped his piece of ice cream in the floor,wasting tears.
how sad
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but somehow i was still able to find a small light of hope...
the future's not yet here and i know i still have time...though its slowly sinking away.i could practice my talents and probably i could get sidelines or something...
that's a start right?
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[13 Jun 2004|02:09pm] |
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finally,an internet connection.after a weeks of isolation from the online community,i am now online! it's sad though... i feel empty and i can't find a story to tell... maybe tomorrow... the first day of school could be an inspiration
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